Friends.

Now what I'm about to say by no means reflects on the friends I currently have. I have the best most amazing friends and after weeding out some bad ones I am really happy with those I call a true friend. But, I wish I had more friends in OK. Both Alberto and I. Friends that like to do what we like to do. Play games, go to the movies, go out to eat, do family stuff, travel, etc. Friends with kids around the same age as Gabriel. We are both family oriented and like to do most everything with Gabriel. It's hard to find friends where everyone gets along and has things in common. I miss having cookouts and hanging out all weekend playing cards and just chillin'. I think I just miss the camaraderie. Especially since it's the summer. I was so sad I had to go see Sex and the City 2 by myself. Insert big sigh :( If I was in TX that would have never happened. I'm not sure why it has been so hard for us to make friends here. I am very outgoing and friendly. I see and work with people every day when I make my sales calls, but I haven't met anyone I can see myself really being friends with. Is it me? Am I too picky? I say no, but I could be wrong. I'm not keen on being friends just to have a friend. I need to really feel that connection. I've had too many failed friendships in the past where I gave and gave and got nothing in return. It's not fun having to "break up" with a friend. It's terribly sad. I wonder if there's a friend network or blog or something for help in finding friends? Kind of like EHarmony, but not for hookups? Hmmm, Google here I come.