Boobies.

I'm in the clear! Everything that was found were cysts. I go back in 6 months just for a checkup. The cysts I have are hard so they can't be drained. If they continue to grow I will need to have them removed, but for now since they don't bother me and aren't overly large they are okay. The doctor says chances are they should go away on their own. Plus, I am at the age where my tissue is changing and there may be things popping up here and there. Here's to being 30!!!

Dirty Dogs.

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All I can say is EEEEWWWW! Romeo has started humping Roxy and licking her chi-chi. I know it's just "doggie nature" but it really grosses me out. I don't want my pups to be nasty to each other. And, what bothers me even more is that Roxy lays there and puts her leg up for him to lick her and gets this look on her face like she is enjoying it. Again, EEEWWWWW! I am hoping that if I put a stop to the humping and licking now, Romeo won't continue doing it after he is fixed. He's not old enough yet according to the vet. About 3 more months until he is ready. Alberto just laughs at me when I tell him. He says they are husband and wife. I say no way. They are brother and sister. No inbreeding allowed here. LOL!

Edition 1: I Love You Because.

This is just a little something I want to do for Alberto and myself to look back on. The plan is to do this at least once a month. I want to remember all the little things and big things he does for me that I am so blessed to have.

You support me in whatever it is I come up with. And, you know I can come up with some crazy ideas from time to time. I am lucky you are that way, because I know all too many women whose husbands aren't like you.
Some of the ideas you actually think are great enough you want to join me (ex: Paranormal Investigating).
You know shopping makes me happy and never once have you said I shouldn't spend the money.
You clean the house and do the laundry... happily and willingly.
You send me random little emails telling me how wonderful and beautiful I am.
You give me massages and tickle my feet not only when I've had a bad day, but also just because you love me.

And Now I Wait.

Good news is they think my lump I found is just a cyst. Not so great news is while doing the ultrasound they found a mass of something they aren't sure of. It's about an inch from the lump. I'm waiting on a call to schedule a mammogram. They say the mammogram will give them a better look at what they found and also a better look at the cyst to see if it needs to be drained. Although I am not looking forward to the mammogram, I am looking forward to them figuring out what is going on and moving forward. So, now I wait and waiting is the hardest part.

Positive Attitude.

I believe in the power of positive thinking. I always try to keep things light and not stress too much, but honestly, this is a little scary. About a month ago I found a lump on my left breast. It is about the size of a marble and is really hard. It's close to the surface of my skin so it's very easy to find. It's hard to tell if I have pain there because all my MS pain is on the left side of my body, so I can't tell if it's my MS, the lump, or just in my head that I'm feeling pain. It's quite confusing :) I've already gone to my regular doctor and have an appointment with the breast care center at the hospital on Monday. Due to my age, they have to start with an ultrasound instead of going straight to a mammo. The doctor is confident we will get a good look with the ultrasound because of the size and location of the lump. I'm sure it will turn out to not be a big deal, but I'm still nervous.

First Investigation.

So we had our first team meeting and informal investigation last night. It was SO much fun! I really enjoyed getting to know everyone better and learn about many of the tools. We got our job assignments in the group, though we are a team and everyone helps out everywhere, but I was overly excited to know I was picked to be the Public Relations contact. I love going out and talking and meeting new people and doing marketing, etc. Right up my alley definitely. Alberto, being bilingual, is our Translator. It actually came in handy last night, too. One of the employees at the restaurant had a lot to say about what he has seen and heard and he spoke Spanish. Alberto was able to fill us in. Unfortunately we weren't able to investigate at the restaurant as much as we would have liked, but we did check out the bombing memorial in OKC. That was interesting to say the least. It's a hard place to investigate, even at 1 in the morning, due to all the people, cars, wind, etc. Just your normal city life noises. We did get some pretty cool responses from the ghost box though. We have a lot of audio to go back and listen to, so I'm hoping we caught some amazing stuff. I am looking forward to going back to the restaurant at a later date. It is one cool place, plus the food is great. I've heard some pretty awesome EVP's that were caught there. It was funny how so many of the employees couldn't wait to tell us about their experiences. Hopefully we can go back soon.

Heatwave.

This heat is going to kill me. I've had Multiple Sclerosis for almost 2 years now but this is the first time the heat has really gotten to me. Maybe it's because I am 30 now. LOL! No really, though. I've been experiencing blurred vision and these weird headaches. Not so much a headache, but a feeling that my brain is swollen and super fuzzy. A little faint annoying pain, not a pounding pain. And, sometimes my lower body feels super heavy. I'm not gonna lie, it SUCKS!! It's almost debilitating. I'm trying to stay cool and out of the heat. But, it's been hard with my job lately because I've been having to make lots of deliveries and in the heat ALL day. Hopefully it will let up soon. Here's to hoping I don't go into a full relapse...