In A Funk.

Don't know what it is, but I'm in a funk. I hate when I get like this. I have this overwhelming need for something new to happen. It seems the older I get the more I get in these moods. It's not that I'm unsatisfied with anything, it's just I need something to constantly challenge me or something to put all my attention on. For 9 months all my thoughts were focused on the wedding. That was fun because it entailed all sorts of things. I have a tendency to get bored with repetitiveness. Hobbies are good, but they all get old at some point. Guess I need to do a little here and a little there to keep it interesting. I definitely need to find a way to get over these humps. Today I wanted a new puppy then I wanted an Iphone. It went back and forth between those things all day. Alberto has to think I'm nuts. I sometimes have all these ideas in my head that I overwhelm myself and literally feel worn out. Then I get upset at myself for trying to take on too much. It's like a constant struggle. I need to find that right amount of balance. Hopefully I'll find it before I drive myself insane.